I never really anticipate on a New Year, but it has been such an amazing Year of Energy and there is still this positive vibe going on that I can't wait to step into the new year with a fresh smile. I find myself opening up more these days.
Just a few nights ago I stressed myself to sleep in the middle of the night because I can't stop thinking of a person I began to be interested in earlier this year. I usually know what to do with myself, or with other people, but this one I'm not very sure if a move at my end is even necessary. Should we get moving or should we (slow)talk more?
There was once that I thought I was gay because I'm just not that good in this male-female courtship. There is lack of participation from both sides, probably due to shyness of opening up to each other.. but I'm very sure there was a spark, it was electric. There is a common ground, but as always, I am a chicken (maybe because chicken is my favourite food). As of today I'm still in complete denial that I have a bug for him. What the bug!
Anyway, - back to ME - there will be at the least, one major change to my life. Minor ones, I believe there will be a right time for it too. Things may not be the way we want it to be, but the more important thing is to react positively to it. There is a workaround to every bug. (Except maybe the love bug.) :|
Happy New Year!
Love,
bug.
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