Sometimes when I reflect back, I think there's a lot of things I do that are not good enough. Don't you think it feels good knowing that you've done your best and make the person you love happy? Even if they don't show it, when you're very close to another human being, you develop a kind of sense that can tell whether the person is happy or disappointed at you.
The feeling is so nice when you know you're doing something right, but it is as painful when you do mistakes. You say little mistakes once in a while are nothing, but when they're being repeated it's so frustrating to realize it and to mention it again can be hurtful too. You tend to notice the littlest things that annoys you, but you can't really express your thoughts because you don't want the other person to feel discouraged. Not to say that you want to encourage the same mistakes, but.. to repeatedly say you don't like this and that, is like putting balls and chains.
Being supportive of the person you love is to live through mistakes together and learn from it? Isn't being honest a part of the process? Do slow talks work with a person so hard-headed, the kind that has a strong personality? At the end of the day, who knows, we need a little wake-up call for each other, to move from one point to another. To be the best we can be, one for another. This bottled-up feelings must go, this anger must not linger.
Have you ever wrote a letter that nobody can read?? Being truly in love is to say "sorry" even when you've done well..
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