Whachuwan

Today I had lunch with my netball teammates. Actually, literally I'm in the team but I haven't played a single game. I really feel that the captain thinks I'm not good enough to play, thus no point for me to be mad about it because I know the fact real well. I also skipped the entire training sessions last week. Anyhow, I try to help in whichever way I can to support the team. Dapat trophy pun OK.

Anyway, during the lunch we were discussing about our past loves and our present, which most of my mates are still single. Some say they really have no experience and don't know where to start and then there's one that shared about her relationship that broke her until she lost her good health.

I'm glad I happen to find my soulmate in Kerteh even though the place is a dead town. I really can't explain how Amin and I got together. Perhaps one of the reason is because I really opened up because I knew I'm going to meet someone here. The more we continue to streamline our preferences, the more difficult it is to find what we can like about new people we meet. So I really had no preferences on who I should date.

I'd like to think it's just one of those "jodoh" things, but I keep questioning the matter and yet I haven't found the answer. I stop asking when I think of Amin. Woo.. don't ask me why I'm attracted to a guy who they say is 'lower ranked' than me. I'm just thankful to have found a lifetime companion.