Can you breathe for me?

I don't really know what is so great with finishing exams. I just don't have a life apart from half-heartedly devoting myself to learning things in the end I'll never really understand. (Hehe.) Pun intended.

I don't get it why some people complain so much after doing the same routine for almost 5 years. Of course you'll get stressed, of course the lecturer's not going to tell you everything that comes in the exams, of course your exams are going to suck, of course you need to sacrifice a lot of sleep to get those facts in your head and all other nerdy things you need to do for the sake of the education system.

I'm gonna enjoy whatever shit I do in the present and keep believing that there are better things ahead. Everything's going to be good memories later on if we just go moderate on ourselves. It's not the end of the world if life sucks, unless it sucks you six feet under then it's the end of your world and not everyone else.

Right now I'm more into learning to separate different events and try to process each independently so they don't clutter up my mind so much at one time. Gotta keep that noted.

Personally I hate to really tell people that I did badly for my exams. I always end up being different than everyone else. At one of the exam I sat, everyone said the questions are from past year exams, but I've never done any of the questions before. Tettt! LOSER ALERT. Still, I attempted with whatever knowledge I have. I believe being able to improvise is my real individual strength and I should be fairly credited for that. Haha. Narcissism, please go away.

Now, I need to continue with my project. Where did we left off?