the Spider!

There's some sort of a good feeling today. I think I've accomplished what I targeted by the weekend.. but there's still so much to do! Monday is always a busy day for me.. not only the day itself but the whole 48 hours before it too. It's so sleepy throughout the day. And also, my e-mail inbox has never been so funny in a single day.. my friends are posting stuff that are too funny not to laugh out loud while listening to Spring from The Four Seasons by Vivaldi.

Today I told a friend- at this age, it doesn't matter what I do or whether I'm happy or not doing what I'm doing, what matters the most is where I'm doing it. It kinda ticked me that.. sometimes location is all that matters. Isn't it the best thing to be beside someone you love even though your job is not the best in the world? Isn't it great being where you want to be? Doesn't it feel rewarding to be where you'd like to be?

As you grow older, you see more choices and your eyes are more open to what you deserve. Everyone has rights to determine what they want to do that makes them happy. When you've experienced the worst, you know what's best for yourself and the future. There's a hidden desire in each of us that wants to be a hero, not only to others but to our own self. Not everyone understands that feeling, but I'm thinking.. why not? Why not try something others don't want to do?

Actually, that thought came from a discussion on another topic. I've been talking about it with a close friend, but never really told my CLOSE friends.  I'll tell the whole world when the time comes. For now, I'll just enjoy the colours that come my way. My SV don't seem to be at the pink of health today. Even though so, I still have new tasks to complete for the week. I finally hit the bulls-eye on what exactly we want to do in my project.