Change.. Have you witnessed a person change? I find it interesting to observe. A few friends who've messed up at some point or have gone to the wild side of pre-adulthood, have told me that they vow to change to a new life. I've never commented anything about what mess they've done, but I do care. Truth is, I'm glad they're back on track, that they can see the 'normal' path again. Sure, we laughed together, but deep in the corner of our minds I think there's some kind of sadness over the regret we all keep inside. Regrets, the bitter pills.
I'm glad you changed for the better, friend. For me nothing changes, kinda regret it sometimes. But I get to see the part of you I once knew and always remembered, so that's enough reason for me to be happy.
On another note, staying at home is probably not going to be a choice for me in the future especially when I'm not doing anything brain-challenging apart from playing games on my NDSL. And.. I just realized yesterday that I'm going to be hella broke for the next two months! I know some of you may not have financial problems, but it bothers me a lot since I'm on my own. Even my internship allowances cannot make up. It's all my fault for spending heavily, so I can only whine bout it on this blog.
I've got about RM1000 in one account (where the money comes and goes) which, I'd have to live with that for two months or more. I wonder if I can survive. Can I? Should I loan some? Take money from the other account and break the promise I made? Erm yeah, aku simpan duit untuk KAHWIN.. or rather, saving up for the process before marriage really comes up. SERIOUSLY. Hahahaha....
Ada wang ada amoi la wei. How about if amoi ada wang, boleh beli cinta? Cinta boleh buat wang dapat anak, so kita boleh simpan lagi banyak wang ma? I think can lah. Everything is possible.
uhh, ada orang hari tu cakap aku terlalu muda untuk simpan duit buat kahwin, beli rumah dan sebaginya.
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