The Paths Taken

I said it, I'm going to be cool with whatever happens between us. The moment I saw it falling apart, I knew I'm going to crack but I told myself everything's going to be fine if I just hold on for a little longer. Now I'm in a million pieces just thinking about how broken we turn out to be, but you'd never know that because I never showed. Truth is, I haven't been cool about it and I'm especially afraid of the future.

Once my hopes skyrocketed because I thought I had it all in my hands. Turns out that nothing is under my control and it's a shame that our love lost its path. My heart turned bitter and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to feel with what is ahead. Should I feel happy that I've a new life? Should I feel sad that my hopes have crushed?

I hope that when you find someone new, she'll be one that understands you, one that will be a good friend. I hope not to resent you for the paths you've opened for me, be it the right ones or dead ends. You came to save me, I thought you'd always will, but I was wrong. I thought I won't have second thoughts, but I was wrong for that too. I take back all the things I said about us being 'forever'.

Here's to the paths that we had been.. and here's to going our separate ways.