15.5.09

Johnny Deep


Tadi aku macam nak berfilosofi and emo, tapi Alip buat lawak so tak jadi. Thank you Alip. Seriously, I was in the 'zone' and dah feeling abis macam lagu "Lightning Crashes" by LIVE. Tapi tiba2 Alip tuka lagu Doraemon at the 3:30th of Lighning Crashes.  

I don't know what kind of 'deep' I'm looking for, but at 21 years old I'm bored with most things. Listening to attitude music or just depressive music like "Fix You" by Coldplay used to fire me up after, but now I feel indifferent. 

At 15 years old, I was invincible. I can do anything, I can punch people (because I had a black belt in taekwondo!), I can kick guys asses, I can cry because I was punched above my upper lip, I can complain because my left rib was in pain after the championships, I can laugh until I cry, I write songs about my friends, etc etc. I miss that. 

I need to hit the atmosphere. I need to detox. I need something 'deeper'. Heh


5 comments:

  1. You need to get back to that cute 15yrs old high school Nadia! Good luck with that =D

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  2. johnny DEEP? sampainya hatimu.. sesungguhnya laki ki itu... ouch.

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  3. i was thinking of a fun title and that came first. lol

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  4. XDDDDDD

    nak aku cakp caiyok dengan 'deep' voice face to face ke? hehehehe

    gud lak for the finals btw.

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