Tell It To Me

You don't have to be an artist to paint a picture. In fact, you can be anything to yourself or anyone.

I wish I can say it to him in simple English that I adore him since day one. I must admit it that sometimes it seems that I'm entirely interested in him by being flirty and all, but I'm just having fun despite what anything would really mean.

I heard he was broken-hearted not so while ago, but I dare not ask him on that part. Sometimes, I hate the past too, because I'd always feel sorry for myself and I'd go back inside my shell, even listening to any song that would remind me of my dark hole. When I'm with him I'm full of confidence and full of wonderful things to write and imagine. He believes in beautiful literature as I do, so that alone would give him at least 10 points for attempting.

I hope he finds someone right in the end, though I secretly wish that it would be me who'd stand hand in hand with him in years to come. But you don't have to be a lover to be loved.

On a boring side note: For all the days that I've been to the labs in the past 3 weeks, I'd almost always see this cute senior who'd borrow my wire-stripper because he has none. In fact, I bump into him elsewhere too. Jodoh kami panjang. Ada style lah..!