The Beach

My friend wore realllllly short pants while we were playing volleyball on the beach the other day at Pantai Balok. Ermmm.. macam boxers nak pegi tido je. 

I'm not sure if anyone remembered The Beach OST, but All Saints (pop band) had a song called Pure Shores. I can't tell you what's so great about the song or the movie, but I've always liked both. Also, now I understand why it was so important for Leonardo DiCaprio to find his beach. Life on the beach can be beautiful, on a beautiful weather of course.

Recently I find myself falling in love with living near a beach. In my neighborhood sometimes when the South China Sea winds are moody, I can hear the rough sea water hitting the sandy shores.

It freaked me out initially, but as time goes it soothes me. The sight of the distant endless sea reminds me of happy days in the past, with my best buddies, of my home. I miss my family too. I haven't been home for the past 5 months, which explains the whining.

Lately I've been keeping up with the beat at work, but I'm still not comfortable socializing with most of the people, outside work. I think the girls are just not my type. Apart from that, there are still some things that just don't jive and I've got so much ideas in my head, they can't keep up with my blurted silence. I don't usually talk about my personal life in the office. Most of the time I'm the on-off party.

I really like activities outside the office and meeting a lot more new people. These days I'm always confused whether I'm an introvert or extrovert. It's hard to say, one time I really like talking and then the other I just shut everyone out and work in my own world. I hope everyone understand my uniqueness. It's like saying "I like you, but I don't want to make it so obvious". Tak macho lah kalau nampak rapat sangat. Heh heh

Oh well. I think there's a lot of things that should be done differently. We'll cover that in another chapter.