I'm in love

According to the last post, my life in Kerteh sounds so miserable. One thing that I haven't mention is that I fell in love..

It feels tremendously awesome to like a person from the opposite gender because it has been so long. He's not the typical corporate guy people expect me to like, he's not wealthy nor handsome with a look of a model. But he listens to me, considers my opinion, soothe my worries, helps me make decisions. What impresses me the most is that he acknowledges my dreams and my career goals. Whatever he says makes sense to me and I'm inclined to allow myself to follow his suggestions. Amazingly crazy.

We went to places and I feel so happy. It's like I'm in harmony with my religion whenever I think of the next step in our relationship. He's thinking of selling his car in exchange for a car with no monthly commitments just so he can save up a little for our marriage. I giggled when he asked me first about it because he's afraid that it'll ruin my reputation if I'm in a cheap car with him.

What reputation? If I cared I wouldn't open up to him at all. I've my own pretty car, tqvm.

The relationship just grew lightning fast, it's fantastic.

...I'll tell you more another time. :)