A string of complicated things

There is a string attached.

It is a string of complicated things wind up by events fated by wrong/right decisions. 

Negativity has a price to pay. 

While positivity drives people from shore to shore, negative emotions keep the good times from flowing inside me. The weather report says there is a thunderstorm of it already on my side. 

People are precious only when they mean something to you. You've left footprints, but will it last? I doubt so, but I've learned. My hands and feet have learned to stand the cold. I do not think I like the same things before I met you, in fact, things have come on the verge of being despicable. I am done liking what I believed I would like. 

What damage have you done, I'm not so sure, but there is good in every bad. 

Thank you for the memories. 

Sincerely, 

the one who likes things to be in order.