Claustrophobic

I can't help it but to feel claustrophobic,
with your hands cupping my face
in between I was in the state of wanting
something new and refreshing
but these walls on the sides of my cheek
makes it harder to breathe
makes it so claustrophobic.

Talking and trying to get your points across to another person is so tiring. Whatnot if you're talking about science. I don't understand why there is a need for talking when the other person can read. I think communication is overrated and it uses up so much energy. It is a waste of energy.

One of the things that I do not like about myself is that I tend to be very firm in my words. Either I stay silent or I say something mean. It hurts people sometimes, I feel sorry for them on that part. Once they let me know that they're hurt by what I say, it hurts me the same. I'd rather not know what the effects of my speech because it makes me feel claustrophobic.

note: oh hey, this is the 100th post tagged as 'Personal'. Happy 100th, Personal. Actually, I don't really get what you mean to me.