Bipolar

Haiyaakkkk.. it's been a while since I write anything personal. I only remembered that I have a blog when I got an e-mail to renew the domain name. The last blog post that I wrote which sounded quite personal was about a month ago.

Actually, I think I've 'grown up'. How fast eh? I don't know. I feel that I'm 'healed' at some point. What's with the apostrophes right? I don't know. I wouldn't know how to explain it either.

There is no better word to describe this newfound state of mind and understated feeling of venturing into something that you have no idea how it would end. Have you ever felt that you've found something 'new' even though it has been around in your life, for all your life? I think the ultimate meaning of being in love with a person (from time to time) is to find something 'new' about the connection you have even though there's just one person you see all along.

Btw, I'm a year older since the last personal post (minus the panda bear post, sorry! heheh). From now on I want to pursue something that I can put my whole heart into and become the 'project manager', making sure that the journey ends well. I don't care about my past anymore, I can't change that.

But at 22 years old, some, things, must, change. 'for you, a thousand times over'.