So nice to have such a longggg weekend. It still feels like Sunday even though two days have passed. Just for the record, I haven't eaten rice for two days straight.. lets hope I can make it to three. I don't think there's any difference in my weight.
Life is a bitch now. Damn you life! I'm going to kill you with my sharpest skills. I feel pressured even though my subjects are pretty easy on me. It's all because of FYP I guess.. I feel that it is not fair that I was not given guidance materials to research on my project. I have to do everything on my own, which in the end on last Thursday's presentation I misunderstood quite a lot. It was bad. I had to converge my energy to defend myself that I transformed into a warrior in a verbal war against loud great minds. I extremely hate it when I'm interrupted while I am given the right to say what I want and knowing right away that it's wrong. Before that, my 'teacher' says YES to everything I say. I knew it- that there's something wrong in the tone of YES that he uttered when I pitched my ideas. It wasn't a solid YES. It doesn't mean anything. It felt like I was slashed with a samurai sword at the back of my heart. All the beautiful colors of enthusiasm I had on the project got washed away and things will never be the same as how it started. Unless my 'teacher' buys me a lot of chocolate. Dark chocolate please.
Happy Lunar New Year! Chinese New Year is one of my favourite festivals because every year it has a joyous feel to it. The sights and sounds of it injects endorphin in my head. Love it! I even bought a present wrap that has the Chinese character for 'double happiness'. It's mostly used for marriage or newlyweds, but I like it; so all things go.
Have to finish homework today!
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