Silence.

Most of the time I refuse to speak or respond to things that negatively bother me, but it's hard for me to ignore it because I replay things in my mind a lot, due to a little effect of ADD. I know it's contradictory, but the things that I don't want to reminded of are ironically the things I remember the most. It's just that often I cannot come up with anything good to say to defend myself, so my silence make it look like I don't really care at all of what is going on around me. I get hurt, swallowed it, let it pass, store it in my memory and keep bothering myself.

I believe a good silence can end a war, but can silence let you sleep more peacefully at night? To me, it doesn't but I cannot help it. Sometimes with this habit, I can make it obvious that I don't favor some things or some people without even saying a syllable. So if I'm not wordy with you, it may spell I-DO-NOT-LIKE-YOU but don't be quickly disheartened. It's not always true. Sometimes ignorance is a better way of life. 

Happy new year! So what if a decade has passed, I'm going to keep buying more happiness for myself. The dates in the year '10 makes me think of binaries. I hope to meet new friends.. who also think of binaries. Preferably male.