Ruby Red

Lately, by 10pm I would feel really tired and sleepy. By Friday 5pm my mind and body automatically drift into unstable state then strange thoughts begin appearing, emotions stir, judgements spur and nothing makes perfect sense. 

Kalau sudah kawen macam mana mau buat sex after a day's work? Aiyo.. at this rate, tak boleh la- no energy for that. Gotta be fit to enjoy better sensual pleasure at any time the hormones awake. HAHA. 

On a lighter note, on Thursday I wore ruby red and a male officemate wore the same hue. I've never talked to him, but I know his name and have always heard his unique voice talking with the others, from my cube. While I was waiting for the lift to reach our floor I stared down to avoid his gaze. When we were together in the lift I felt a little shy with him and held my lips, tried not to giggle. He did the same. We exchanged quick glances at each other, but we never caught each other in the eyes to say anything. My mind zipped. 

As soon as the lift opened, we headed to the same direction, but I think I could have gone the other way round to avoid public attention. His friend teased us in the lobby- saying that we're meant for each other, "aih sama baju kitak duak, ada papa kah tok? Nang jodoh lah!"

I burst into a blushed little laughter immediately because I couldn't stand it anymore. He started laughing at the same time I did, but I just kept on walking without looking back. I want to tell him again that we should wear matching colour to work.