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Random question: If a doctor tells you that you are pregnant, what would be your reaction? 

I will runaway from home for a few days and make phone calls to find out if I've slept with any of the male friends listed in my cellphone contacts or if that fails, I'd spend some time to think of what to say to my parents. To be pregnant is definitely an honour. I love babies. But I'd like to be in love with the father foremost. End of answer.

When I was younger, I was in love with this one boy. My love and attention was part of the pact, but he never really said if he'd be in the game til the end. It was more like a casual child's play, just a time to explore alternative ways of having a relationship or what people call L-O-V-E or L-U-S-T, whichever was more focused at that time. 

Slowly he went back to his past and I slowly go on with my life at a new place and we just stopped at that. Full stop. 

These days he's still on my mind, like a shadow following me through my darken days, because I remembered a long time ago, we agreed that in 5 years we'd go fine dining some place and get to know each other, get serious in finding out if it's really L-O-V-E.

It has been 5 years since, but I hope he's not counting. Honestly, I'm scared to be in touch with him again because I don't want to be falling in love (or something like that) because I know, if it's with someone like him, I would probably will. 

He who breaks and shakes me like a rollercoster ride, he who gave me the thrills and frills, he who turned me into a passionate woman. I'd like to meet another one like you, please. 

End of story.