Good Saturday

"So your paper will be on Saturday morning, 15th November. Hopefully it'll be a good Saturday," said AP Dr. M.A.

I like the term "good Saturday". I've been reciting it since last week and true enough, if you say things repeatedly it may just come true. Not that I'm saying I did very well for Analogue Electronics II this morning, but at least I wasn't as blur as I was during the tests. My coursework mark is very far from getting an A, so no surprise there if I don't do well. It was the same for Probs and Stats. The questions were rather tough, but as a person full of positivity I attempted what I could.

There's one question from the Probs & Stats paper, which asked the probability of airplanes coming in and out at KLIA within an hour, given it's mean count. That was a blow! I couldn't do it.. couldn't decide which method fitted best and the number is so large I didn't have enough random-access memory to do it. I can't believe airplanes in KLIA can be such a tricky problem. I mean.. duhhh I come across airplanes many times before and I see no problem at all! haha.

I don't know whether it's fear or I was just being in love with analogue electronics or what, but I didn't sleep very well last night. Kept waking up four times.. and I slept for about 5 hours, so it's like I'm up every hour. I was so dizzy from cramping my head the night before, so staying up late would be a bad idea. When I finally woke up for the day, I could feel my heartbeats skipping and my palms sweaty. I was freaking out before entering the exam hall, but when I was actually sitting down on the exam table I was cool and calm.. and that's not because the air-cond was in full blast. After the paper, I spent the entire afternoon napping. Or more precisely, re-energizing and making up for the "restless-ness" in anticipation of the Analog paper. Loser nya aku.. final exam pun nak takut. Bukan masuk neraka kalau dapat F pun.

So my next paper is Communication Systems I, 3 days from now. You see, I always suck at conveying my love at something. I actually like learning all these stuff but I just can't shine through them, especially for the coursework marks. And for this one, I got very low.. boohoo! I guess it's all my fault la of course.. but life's a dick anyway. I've so much enthusiasm for my studies that I misspelled my programme as "Electrocal" instead of "Electrical" on the Analog answer sheet. Hopefully my lecturer won't laugh when he sees it. Mabuk sial.. haha.

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